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R. I. P.
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Again. A Year.
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Life's pretty... Fast and loose these days. University is nearly killing me, even though there is success. There was a lot of drama lately. Most of which I would LOVE to forget. Stupid, kindergarten-level type of drek.
There was a pretty serious event that quite shocked me, a few months ago. It feels even further away now.
Right now I'm sick and tired and still can't sleep.
So I bought myself a month of subscription.
And wanted to shout out my last.fm account:
www.last.fm/user/The_Sarge/
If anyone of you would like to connect there, I'd be more than pleased.
There was a pretty serious event that quite shocked me, a few months ago. It feels even further away now.
Right now I'm sick and tired and still can't sleep.
So I bought myself a month of subscription.
And wanted to shout out my last.fm account:
www.last.fm/user/The_Sarge/
If anyone of you would like to connect there, I'd be more than pleased.
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Wow, nearly a year...
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Looong time, no journal.
And no new material, for that matter.
Let's see if the muse will shine down on me now, in this new year of mine...
Anyways, here's one of those weird emails that one gets from time to time. Edited for being in English and getting rid of the most outreagous questions. If you want to know stupid things about me... Read on.
If not, well...
Watch my scraps in the next few days. I might want to test something 'new'.
Here goes.
01. [What time is it?]
2000 CET
02. [Full name?]
Matthäus Igor Cebulla
03. [Nicknames?]
Sarge, Matt, Weirdo... If you've got one more for me, please share. *smiles*
04. [Birthday?]
01.04.1983 (Or, for Americans: 04.01.1983
)
05. [Birthplace?]
Ratibor; Poland
06. [Colour of trousers you're wearing right nowt?]
Black as night; modular cargo-pants.
07. [Current favourite song?]
b-movie - Remembrance Day
08. [What are you listening to right now?]
Pain of Salvation - Imago (Homines Partus)
09. [Why do women give their cars names?]
I wouldn't know. Actually, I'm the only one who gave his car a name in my dircle of friends. And I'm not a woman. (AFAIK... *grins*)
10. [Last thing you ate?]
Fried egg, sunnyside up.
11. [Favourite animal?]
Wolf. Through the chance of having met a wild one once. After that, it developed. I also like wolvish characteristics (and seem to have a few of them myself. Which ones? Well, not everyone finds out... *wolvish grin*)
12. [If you were a crayon, which color would you be?]
Either black or dark blue. Can't really say why. Just a gut feeling-
13. [Where do you want to go for honeymoon?]
Copenhagen during the summer months. Strolling through the city. Visiting the sea-side. Driving somewhere further north for a day or two... I think that this would be... Quite lovely.
14. [How's the weather right now?]
Cloudy with a few hints of spring. God... I sooo hope for spring.
15. [Last person you talked to on the phone?]
Err... Good question, actually.
16. [What do you notice first on your preferred gender?]
Still the same old, strange, thing: Her neck. Quickly followed by her face (especially the eyes) and hair(-colour).
17. [How are you today?]
Fine, actually. Visiting a good friend tomorrow. Expecting mail from someone... Special. *smiles* A lovely dark angel.
18. [Favourite non-alcoholic beverage?]
Earl Grey.
19. [Favourite alcoholic beverage?]
Mmmh... Sapphire Blue Gin and Tonic.
20. [Are you pierced?]
Nope, sorry.
21. [Do you sport a tattoo?]
Not yet, sorry.
22. [How do you eat a Hanuta (An Oreo, for non-Germans)?]
Straight edge, baby! Bite for bite without any fancy tactics.
23. [Favourite sport to watch?]
Icehockey. NHL (When they're not striking. *grins*)
24. [What will be the next CD that you'll buy?]
Hmm... If nothing else comes out before it, I think that it'll be the next Blind Guardian album. (Yeah, well... I like them. So what? *g*)
25. [Eye colour?]
Brown.
26. [Do you wear contacts?]
Nope. I'm waaaaaay to sensitive about my eyeballs to touch them with ANYTHING... *shudders*
27. [Siblings and age?]
One sister. 21.
28. [Last movie you watched?]
51st State.
29. [Favourite day in the year?]
Errr... Do I have one? I don't know...
30. [Are you too shy to invite someone to dinner?]
No. No, really not. I'm way past these stages of shyness.
31. [Ever had a car-crash?]
Just two stupid parking-accidents. *grumbles*
32. [What do you like more, funny or scary movies?]
GOOD movies. On my own I prefer funny movies. With other people scary movies are really fun.
33. [Your favourite movie?]
Oi. Errr... Wow. Good question.
"Le Fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain" is pretty much up there...
34. [Favourite vacation-target?]
Denmark. Copenhagen.
35. [Summer or winter?]
Well... Summer. I like the cold, but I HATE German winters. *grumbles*
36. [Hugs or kisses?]
A combination of both, with the right person. Not every kiss has to be sexual. But both hugs and kisses should always be full of emotions.
37. [Relationship or ONS?]
Relationships. Even IF there should be a ONS, it should have emotions attached to it, and be with someone you like and trust. No throwaway-sex.
38. [Do you ever loved someone strong enough that s/he made you cry?]
Naturally, yes. If you ever loved someone and he/she didn't make you cry, it didn't last long enough.
39. [Where do you want to be kissed somewhen in the future?]
A bustling city at night. Under the full moon. By someone who finally loves me.
40. [Favourite fast-food place?]
Subway. It just wins. Hands down.
41. [Favourite book?]
Neil Gaiman - American Gods.
But I'm reading Anansi Boys now, and this one's a true killer too.
42. [Favourite disco/bar/club/dancehall?]
Hmmmm... Saint / Oberhausen. Memories.
43. [How often did you fail your dirver's license test?]
Not once.
44. [How/Where do you see yourself in 10 years?]
Hopefully somewhere else. With a job I like and which will challange me. I don't have a clear picture, though.
45. [Who send you the last email you received?]
Togusa.
46. [Did you ever get busted for a crime you committed?]
A few speeding tickets, yeah.
47. [Anti-boredom strategies?]
Reading. Listening to music.
48. [What phases are typical for you?]
Positive outlook with certain flights of light depression.
49. [Which friend lives the furthest away?]
Must be the Alaskans...
50. [What's the worst that could happen to YOU?]
Losing my eyesight.
51. [Your time-to-go-to-bed time?]
2am, mostly. Often later. Seldom earlier.
52. [What's the best in your life right now?]
Patchy. *obscure reference*
53. [Chocolate or vanilla?]
Chocolate.
54. [how much do your love your job?]
As much as it pays me... Not very fond of it, but it has to be.
55. [In which store would you max your account?]
HMV. Hands down.
Barnes and Nobles too, perhaps.
56. [What time is it now?]
2146 CET. Damn, I got distracted... *g*
And no new material, for that matter.
Let's see if the muse will shine down on me now, in this new year of mine...
Anyways, here's one of those weird emails that one gets from time to time. Edited for being in English and getting rid of the most outreagous questions. If you want to know stupid things about me... Read on.
If not, well...
Watch my scraps in the next few days. I might want to test something 'new'.
Here goes.
01. [What time is it?]
2000 CET
02. [Full name?]
Matthäus Igor Cebulla
03. [Nicknames?]
Sarge, Matt, Weirdo... If you've got one more for me, please share. *smiles*
04. [Birthday?]
01.04.1983 (Or, for Americans: 04.01.1983
)05. [Birthplace?]
Ratibor; Poland
06. [Colour of trousers you're wearing right nowt?]
Black as night; modular cargo-pants.
07. [Current favourite song?]
b-movie - Remembrance Day
08. [What are you listening to right now?]
Pain of Salvation - Imago (Homines Partus)
09. [Why do women give their cars names?]
I wouldn't know. Actually, I'm the only one who gave his car a name in my dircle of friends. And I'm not a woman. (AFAIK... *grins*)
10. [Last thing you ate?]
Fried egg, sunnyside up.
11. [Favourite animal?]
Wolf. Through the chance of having met a wild one once. After that, it developed. I also like wolvish characteristics (and seem to have a few of them myself. Which ones? Well, not everyone finds out... *wolvish grin*)
12. [If you were a crayon, which color would you be?]
Either black or dark blue. Can't really say why. Just a gut feeling-
13. [Where do you want to go for honeymoon?]
Copenhagen during the summer months. Strolling through the city. Visiting the sea-side. Driving somewhere further north for a day or two... I think that this would be... Quite lovely.
14. [How's the weather right now?]
Cloudy with a few hints of spring. God... I sooo hope for spring.
15. [Last person you talked to on the phone?]
Err... Good question, actually.
16. [What do you notice first on your preferred gender?]
Still the same old, strange, thing: Her neck. Quickly followed by her face (especially the eyes) and hair(-colour).
17. [How are you today?]
Fine, actually.
Visiting a good friend tomorrow. Expecting mail from someone... Special. *smiles* A lovely dark angel. 18. [Favourite non-alcoholic beverage?]
Earl Grey.
19. [Favourite alcoholic beverage?]
Mmmh... Sapphire Blue Gin and Tonic.
20. [Are you pierced?]
Nope, sorry.
21. [Do you sport a tattoo?]
Not yet, sorry.
22. [How do you eat a Hanuta (An Oreo, for non-Germans)?]
Straight edge, baby! Bite for bite without any fancy tactics.
23. [Favourite sport to watch?]
Icehockey. NHL (When they're not striking. *grins*)
24. [What will be the next CD that you'll buy?]
Hmm... If nothing else comes out before it, I think that it'll be the next Blind Guardian album. (Yeah, well... I like them. So what? *g*)
25. [Eye colour?]
Brown.
26. [Do you wear contacts?]
Nope. I'm waaaaaay to sensitive about my eyeballs to touch them with ANYTHING... *shudders*
27. [Siblings and age?]
One sister. 21.
28. [Last movie you watched?]
51st State.
29. [Favourite day in the year?]
Errr... Do I have one? I don't know...
30. [Are you too shy to invite someone to dinner?]
No. No, really not. I'm way past these stages of shyness.
31. [Ever had a car-crash?]
Just two stupid parking-accidents. *grumbles*
32. [What do you like more, funny or scary movies?]
GOOD movies.
On my own I prefer funny movies. With other people scary movies are really fun.33. [Your favourite movie?]
Oi. Errr... Wow. Good question.
"Le Fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain" is pretty much up there...
34. [Favourite vacation-target?]
Denmark. Copenhagen.
35. [Summer or winter?]
Well... Summer. I like the cold, but I HATE German winters. *grumbles*
36. [Hugs or kisses?]
A combination of both, with the right person. Not every kiss has to be sexual. But both hugs and kisses should always be full of emotions.
37. [Relationship or ONS?]
Relationships. Even IF there should be a ONS, it should have emotions attached to it, and be with someone you like and trust. No throwaway-sex.
38. [Do you ever loved someone strong enough that s/he made you cry?]
Naturally, yes. If you ever loved someone and he/she didn't make you cry, it didn't last long enough.
39. [Where do you want to be kissed somewhen in the future?]
A bustling city at night. Under the full moon. By someone who finally loves me.
40. [Favourite fast-food place?]
Subway. It just wins. Hands down.
41. [Favourite book?]
Neil Gaiman - American Gods.
But I'm reading Anansi Boys now, and this one's a true killer too.
42. [Favourite disco/bar/club/dancehall?]
Hmmmm... Saint / Oberhausen. Memories.
43. [How often did you fail your dirver's license test?]
Not once.
44. [How/Where do you see yourself in 10 years?]
Hopefully somewhere else. With a job I like and which will challange me. I don't have a clear picture, though.
45. [Who send you the last email you received?]
Togusa.
46. [Did you ever get busted for a crime you committed?]
A few speeding tickets, yeah.
47. [Anti-boredom strategies?]
Reading. Listening to music.
48. [What phases are typical for you?]
Positive outlook with certain flights of light depression.
49. [Which friend lives the furthest away?]
Must be the Alaskans...
50. [What's the worst that could happen to YOU?]
Losing my eyesight.
51. [Your time-to-go-to-bed time?]
2am, mostly. Often later. Seldom earlier.
52. [What's the best in your life right now?]
Patchy. *obscure reference*
53. [Chocolate or vanilla?]
Chocolate.
54. [how much do your love your job?]
As much as it pays me... Not very fond of it, but it has to be.
55. [In which store would you max your account?]
HMV. Hands down.
Barnes and Nobles too, perhaps.
56. [What time is it now?]
2146 CET. Damn, I got distracted... *g*
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Whee... Trial. ^_^
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I got a free week of subscription today.
dA really feels different now.
And damn... Wouldn't it be nice to always look at it like that?
. . .
On another note:
Only slightly more than 24hrs and I'll be in a train...
I'm happy.
dA really feels different now.
And damn... Wouldn't it be nice to always look at it like that?
. . .
On another note:
Only slightly more than 24hrs and I'll be in a train...
I'm happy.
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